What... what do i do?

I'm worried. Things haven't been going well for me... I'm scared. I think something is really wrong with me. I'n the past two weeks it's been getting so much worse and the only person i can talk to is Vance. I just don't want people to lock me away. I want to be normal. Something is so wrong. I don't want to say exactly what it is yet because i'm still worried someone i know will find out. I need help. My head has been hurting non-stop lately. I just want it to be quiet, it's too loud. Much too loud and it won't stop. It used to be just before i fell asleep but now it's almost all the time. The only thing that makes me feel better is Vance, she seems to really care. She doesn't judge me. I'm scared.