So so so....

So I've decided to put a picture of me up as my default. I don't know why i hadn't sooner. I am look exactly like a walking, talking lesbian stereotype right? Haha i look so angry and angsty in my black hoodie XD. It's been a pretty good week, my medication hasn't kicked in yet. Which is good because i don't want to be on my medication. It makes me feel funny, i don't like it. I shouldn't be on it (I don't think) anyway. I'm fine. I'm sittin around drinkin Sunkist, studyin and listenin to Danzig. That's pretty much my life (the bands change though haha). So i have a slight problem... I was just informed by mi madre that my aunt Vicki is coming to visit in about a month. The last time she saw me was about 6 or 7 years ago which would have made me... 9? I think i would have been 9. Anyway the problem is that... My aunt Vicki is.. well, SUPER DUPER religious. She carries around a 3 foot statue of the virgin Mary where she goes (Enough said, right?). So the last time she saw me i was still wearing dresses and i was still very much a girl and now.... well now I'm different. I'm just scared that she won't be okay with who i am now. In the past month LGBTQ rights have become a HUGE part of my life and i wish i could share that with her but i know that can't happen. Hell, she doesn't even know I'm gay! UGH! It's just frustrating. I'm glad LGBTQ rights are such a big part of my life now though. It gives me purpose, ya know? I joined GLSEN and i go to a community center for LGBTQ individuals called Affirmations. I love it! On the 6th me and two of my friends are going to the gay pride parade they having. The people I've met in these places are so much like me. I feel so much more normal, they are so accepting even if others aren't. OH! News! I've had a girlfriend for a little bit now and i really like her! We've been dating almost a month now... She is very nice. I think she really understands me :) it's been a good week.